I'm involved, whether positive or negative, I'm involved. I had little say, I don't have alot of sway, my opinion is of little value. I was barely involved, besides being at home. When push came to shove I was critical, no one would've thought that I would take the lead. I had my hand on victory, it was tangible, I was so close to being the man. I was undermined. betrayed, thrown under the bus. Threw actions outside of my control I was put into a position that only led to negative. He slammed the door and ran, I was left to my own to pick up the pieces. I was effective and active, he was in-effective and reactive. He chose his words and I chose mine. The consequences are just for the level of involvement that each individual had and for the situation. My future is safe and secure still, while others futures are uncertain. My life is not always positive but in a negative situation like now, my life is amazing. My heart is connected to this event. My life is altered due to human actions and reactions. Luckily not in the ways that other people's have been. I'm thankful that I can learn through situations without having to actually be at the epicenter of the given event. Now hopefully everyone will understand the gravity of our actions.... we must live authentically, we must be true to ourselves and inturn with everyone we interact with, we must be aware of our surroundings and our enviroment, and respect it all with all our hearts. We must learn that we are always living the dream, and to stop is to wake up... and in this lucid dream, I never want to wake up!
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