exploitation, avoidance, the cold shoulder.
i would die for you.
all i wanted was your support, your love, your trust.
tooooo much for any one person to ask of another.
tooooooo much.
it's terrible.
to want to be with you and hold you and smell you and feel you and know you are feeling the exact same thing.
it's agony at it's finest.
i had not given you a reason to want to earn your keep.
because if how i acted and reacted.
that was the end of me.
the lengths of which i would go through to become one with you again.
one understanding.
trust
respect
love
encouragement
support
growth
unconditionally
you radiate beauty
you will attract the best and worst of them... and every one in between.
what you saw in me.... will you wee in them?
meet me again for the first time.
i am finding myself and I am seeking new experiences.
i know you have too!
i want to learn and hear and vicariously live through you adventures!
put on a smile and humor me some time.
we are all changing and we will become something better than before.
i believe.
the faith of a fool.
